I still remember that when I was young, I always dream big, many fancy dreams and plans came out from my brain. My first ambition is I want to be police, second is fireman, the last one is I want born to be a doctor.
Since I am grew up, I realised the fact was I need to plan well and work damn hard to get my dreams "true". The second secret was I must concentrate on what I love and this will definitely bring my steps toward success.
But I always forget the secret, I fool myself again and again by repeating the same mistakes.
One day, My Department manager ask me to give her my 5-years plan, I think it was too easy for me to show her. When I go through, I stunned.
I found I lost. I lost my enthusiasm and courage.
I not dare to dream big and far now.
I being trapped by my past experience from my life, hate the loser feeling, scared being hurt, afraid to accept my weakness and doubt for myself.
Can I embrace my dreams and keep going on again?
